Ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with? –Buzzcocks
I certainly have–and he is perfect. And sadly, I doubt that he has fallen in love with me. He probably never will.
I really have to get this guy out of my head. It’s like he’s gone for a bit–and then he’s back–and I fall all over again. I guess that I’ll always be left wondering, why not me? What is so wrong with me that he’d practically have ANYONE rather than me? And then, as I’m hating myself, I wonder if he even knows that I’m in love with him? I’ve hidden it very well and have even been dishonest when asked directly about it. Ugh. Enough of this. Let’s talk about something else. Anything else. xo
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